I have had a tough week.  My emotions are out of control, and honestly, don't know how much longer I can take this!  I have read that coming off the chemo can really throw you for a loop, but I was hoping that it didn't happen to me.  Well it did.  It is awful!  I have been exhausted all week, and one minute I am mad and another I want to cry.  I have been asleep by 9 pm every night, and a couple nights I wanted to crawl into bed as soon as I got home from work.  Some mornings I wake up with tears in my eyes, I mean, what is going on?  It's gotta be my hormones just totally off balance - because I NEVER act like this.  I am the most laid back person there is, and this feeling kind of has me down a little.  I have made it through 4 radiation treatments, with 13 to go.  Im getting there, I guess.  I think I am also worried about getting sore from radiation soon, I don't want to have a terrible sore throat, that is the most uncomfortable feeling in the world.  So, we have decided against traveling to Charlotte this weekend, I am going to try to clear my head and just see if I can get myself out of this funk I am in.  I may sleep the entire weekend, I'm so tired from all this stress.  I am sorry Mrs. Linda and Mr. Steve, we will make it up to yall, I promise!

PLEASE continue to pray for me - I need every prayer I can get, and Ben too - he has to put up with me!

Love yall, Kerri